clerkship.

such a hard life. it makes you sacrifice a lot. your friends, your family and yourself. your life isn't yours anymore and you are a slave to the medical field. it doesn't care if you feel sad and lonely. it doesn't care if you have this one rare moment to see your longtime friend. it doesn't even care who you are, what you were and who you will be in the future.

this is the life i'm living and will live for the rest of my life.

i'm afraid that i might just quit. i'm just not happy right now.