christmas break

lo and behold! doctors have christmas breaks too...

i had 3 sliding duties just for this 5 day break but it was well worth it. my OB rotation has finally ended. it really wasn't my best rotation. i hate Ob and i'm so glad that it's over. i've had a lot of not-so-good experiences. especially my last duty, which was christmas eve. i thought i knew someone so well but in the end, disappointment hit me hard on the face. i do forgive her but i can't not forget it...

on the lighter side, when i got home yesterday(dec 25), i slept the whole of christmas day. it was my first relaxing, real sleep since almost a month ago. and i practically woke up on dec 26... which was just this morning hehe. i felt like i've gone to the future. my sleep was my time machine ^_^ it was good to have my own time. it felt good to be a bum. i still don't want to see my white blazer and pants. i don't want to go back for another month. but that's not going to happen...

somehow, despite the festivities on tv, on the street, even in my own house, i still feel empty. it's like this every year. i miss... someone, something. i really don't know what. i think i miss every friend that i haven't talked to in such a long time. i get so nostalgic during the holidays. it's just that friends just don't come and go right? don't we share an everlasting bond that'll keep us in touch or something? it's just sad to see someone move away when you've just bonded so shortly...

just sad.

i thought i said lighter side @_@